25 October 2010

情.

To me, i always cherish friendship more to my family ties.
If you are nice to me, i will be nice to you. I dare say that.
Recently, i already distance myself from her
because i know you guys dont like me with her cause you guys feel that she will led me astray.
After that it was true we got closer in our friendship
There after, she wants to meet me to settle some stuffs, i just went and meet her.
For like just little while.
Afterall Sec 2 she was the closest to me you can't expect me to go all into the clique
and like totally don't contact her right? Like so impossible afterall we have been through stuffs tgt and that.

I dare say that i did put in effort in this friendship.
I tried getting to know you guys more, reminding myself to be more cheerful,
And also to share things that should not supposed to be told like eg the bullying one.
Which already shows my sincerity in being trueful.
It's because i trusted you guys, so that i tell you all. Right?
Cause you guys also know that this type of things can't anyhow say out one right.
You guys told me i can depend on you so i depend on you.
Of course i will start to trust you guys more and more right?
Then after trusting you guys so much it always lead to a dissapointment.
Happened so many times it's just that i keep it to myself,
Times telling myself , it's just coincidence
So i tried to ren.
In the end? This what i had got.

In the past i avoid being in a clique,
Cause i am afraid of conflicts in a clique which is so called happening now.
And i am also tired of such conflicts. Srsly.
So i told myself to give myself a chance and you guys a chance to try it out.
But it was what i predicted.

And what's now?
You guys told me that after seeing me and her talking a little bit,
you guys dont trust me? Haha are you guys kiddin' me?
I distance myself from JANET.ZHEN.YI already yet you guys still can say such things to me?
Srsly lor i really put in effort in trying to get into you guys.
But since dont have zhe ge yuan fen, then let it be ba.
Then i guess you 3 tgt also better.
I give up.
We dont have to go all into being one clique, we can be friends.
Maybe now, just classmates.

Sorry to ppls in the class vb team i dont mean to miss it,
but i dont have the mood to attend it today. Sorry.
But i promise you guys i will be playing in the match.